.Thursday, September 4, 2008 ' Y
Forever Lovinq You
no. 70 post ! ._.
counting & counting & counting.
hai.. :'( dunno what to do.. blog blog blog. msn msn msn. audi audi audi , maple maple maple.
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now see why i very bored right.. keep doing the same things. repeating , repeating & repeating !
if i taqq now.. quite useless.. all busy at this time. and i know nobody wanna listen .. all like in bad mood.
i dunno what to do to cheer them up. it seems all the things i do is bad to them. and the words i say dosent sound right to them. and they all hav different feelings about me. some think that although i am silly sometimes , but a cheer leader for them when they nid help or nid encouragement. i always there for those who are weaker than me. but now im the onli one who gets weaker each day. and nobody wanna tell me what to do.. isnt it silly that i help others 1st without caring for my health ? and i juz play along like a mad ladyy.
they my onli good frens♥, but slowly down .. i get weaker and weaker as though i dieing soon. :/ im like dieing soon as i feel very dark. i dun feel anything coz the person i nid is not in the good mood to talk to me.. it seems i farther and farther and farther away from him .
ii , soon pearlina , promise to be a good girl/ladyy to anybody that is related to me. be it my special someone or anybody (strangers , frens , passerbys) .
so . i juz wan make some frens. i dun care u are a backstabber/killer/betrayer/cheater/liar/flirter or not , make frens wif me :D
from now onwards , i surely BE A GOOD GIRL/FREN/HELPER/STUDENT! :)
to the boy ( zy ) :
no matter what happens , promise me u wont leave me there & let me sit on the floor. watchin the dark scenary. u always ask why i look sad. its becoz .. i feel nobody is better than you. ):
and u the onli one who is the 1st guy to ask me.. and had our fun. i juz cant live without u :'(
i promised u not to be emo again . and i surely promise u :D i promise be ur good ladyy. listenin to all ur orders . YES SIR ! :) reporting for duty on 9:05pm ♥
I ♥ ya zhenyu :DD promise nt to leave me .
hai.. my father is sick and went to malaysia. i miss him .. din get the chance to say goodbye D:
iie love u father ♥ sry for being a naughty girl outside and inside home.. im so srys. :'(
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